This is going to be a short one, and probably rushed. Mostly due to sleep deprivation.

Has my sleep gotten better? No.

Did I manage to talk to my partner about our relationship? Yes, they took it well and frankly I have to remind myself the brain tends to get vicious in the Winter.

Did we unintentionally find another of the system the other day? Yes, and it’s always a bit nerve wracking to understand. Why Jasmine for a name? Why that weird memory that is so hazy as is, we might as well of dreamt it? We did not, for the record.

Am I excited and horrified I meet with the new therapist today? Fuck yes.

Will I be taking a nap at lunch since I’m only working half the day? Probably. Hopefully no nightmares. It’s bad enough what dreams I get lately just add to the hurt.

We’re still debating about whether or not the two drafts sitting from this week should be published. Content wise it’s difficult material. I don’t know, there’s a level of vulnerability in those drafts I’m still unsure of. Then there’s the fact some of the information has only been shared in therapy and with my partner. Do I really want to subjecate such information to the Internet? We’ll see.